would you still choose to be born in this world again?

my answer is definitely no. if i can choose, i would never choose to be born in this world. my parents got divorced when i was very young, and i don't ever have a happy life. death is so much easier than life. instead of choosing the easier way, i have to experience the tough life. because my grandma raised me up in such hard way, i don't want her hard effort gone down the drain. and my grandma, the one loves me the most in this world, have Alzheimers now, she can't recognise me any more. how i wish i could be her side to take care of her, but i have to finish my university. She've suffered so much in the life before, it's so unfair she got this disease in her old age. she's always kind-hearted, she doesn't deserve this. i'm getting to believe fate. maybe it's just her fate. anyway, i don't wanna be a human being next life. just nothing, so i can feel nothing, no pain no sorrow. if there'a s heaven, i hope that's where my grandma will belong.